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May 2011

oh

so you did go.. =/

i hate how you never tell me these things anymore .

why’s that when my sister called and told me you were there too, it didn’t make me feel all that great.

sometimes i feel like we’re drifting apart and sometimes i feel like you’re hiding some things.. or you don’t even want to bother to tell me stuff. how come i find out things about you this way? i know you’re busy and everything- i am too, but you’re still just as important to me as you were before. i just don’t know if you think the same too .

every time i hear of you or see you, i get hella happy. but you never seem to feel the same way. when i see you, it seems like you don’t even want to hold a simple conversation with me. it appeared as though you’d rather do something you do on a daily basis than hang out with me- and we rarely see each other =/

you know, i only find out these things about you because of our friends, you never bother to tell me these things yourself.

i hate the idea that we’re drifting, because i remember back then you said we wouldn’t..

if you really stuck to what you said, then why do i feel like we are?

Apr 30, 2011
#junior year
prom

i just got home from shaulvia’s house. I was helping her and my sister get ready for prom. mayn, it kinda made me wish i went, but there’s always next year. my sister looked so different! :O her eyes reminded me of a fairy (that’s a good thing) haha. i wonder what her bf will think. haha. I know a lot  people are going to be talking about it monday. The movie prom came out yesterday. It looks pretty interesting, i kinda want to watch it. It might make me excited for it next year. You know how in the movie, the guy asks(or at least tries to ask) a girl to prom by putting a sign on a bridge? i don’t think guys would really do that kind of thing .__. haha. 

Apr 30, 2011
#junior year

April 2011

Apr 29, 20111,713 notes
well that sucks

having Ph.D. in a certain field and then getting a low paying lame job because of the stupid economy..

Apr 29, 2011
yesterday and today;

4/28/11:

i wasn’t able to blog about yesterday so i’ll just combine it with today’s.

yesterday it was CST testing day two. haha. I took the Summative High School Mathematics California Standardized Test. wow that sounds “hard” or scary-ish. haha. but it was suppaahh easy =D the only thing that was hard was the EAP! omg -__- i spent more time trying to figure out those 15 EAP questions than the 71 CST questions altogether! haha. each EAP question took some real thinking. idk how i did on it. I didn’t finish on time so i had to go to the IMC to finish. i didn’t finish until 5 mins before the end of 6th period bell rang. haha. so i missed chem. my 5th and 6th don’t really matter. i was suppose to go to Humanities too during 6th. oh well. im going next week though. 

4/29/11:

I’m packed with studying for chem and apush. since that’s next week. why’s testing on a monday? we just got back from the weekend, no one’s going to be awake for that! haha. I’m scared for the AP test friday. we got a prac test for apush and it’s kinda hard..i hella need to study. D: the meeting for BC was canceled today, moved to next friday so i wasn’t able to do my speech. so during 5th, i decided with joanna to take psychology over the summer. there’s 16 seats left out of 50. hopefully Marlon, Joanna, and I get in before it’s full. 50 classmates is a lot ._. 

Apr 29, 2011
#junior year
Apr 29, 20111,860 notes
This summer, i wanna make so many memories
Apr 29, 201118,400 notes
awhh

He’s like a cute happy wittle kid with his car. Haha aww. =)

Apr 29, 2011
I don't know what to do anymore

-_- I have no idea on what class to take next year.. I’m not taking physics over the summer anymore because apparently we can’t take it since we have AP physics at bethel. Now i don’t know what science class to take next year… AP Bio? or AP physics? i’m kinda scared that AP physics will be too hard since I haven’t taken regular physics. I have taken Bio before, but … I didn’t really have a good teacher. I also want some physics on my high school transcript. I would take regular Physics, but AP classes look really good on a transcript…hmm, maybe AP Bio. or maybe I should take both..AP bio and Regular physics and just not take an elective. so that’s 5 academic classes which consist of 3 AP classes 2 regular and 1 elective. Oh and I’m still trying figure out if I want humanities or not still. I’ll just decide with what I “observe” thursday of next week.

Apr 28, 2011
#junior year
Apr 27, 201122,793 notes
trying

to hint at something is so hard, when they’re not really getting the idea .

Apr 27, 2011
today, 4/27/11

was just different. 

morning: Becky arrived before me and Allyson (oops!) i’m suppose to arrive before them for some reason. haha. and if i don’t becky calls me and tells me i’m late. today was suppose to be the charter party, but it was canceled. it will be in May and it’s semi-formal..hmm, what to wear? oh and i brought my camera to school for two reasons: 1- i wanted to play the camera game 2- i’m starting a scrapbook for hs (it’s supppaahh late i know. haha.)

first period: math is math. we did our lessons like we do everyday. felix tried making me join humanities again. tomorrow, I’m gonna “observe” humanities during 6th period to see what it’s like.

second period: read the crucible again today. we stalled time, so we don’t have to do the mini quiz until friday =D i forgot my book too, but i just shared with daniel. haha.

third period: sat w/ team dos and talked about the randomest things like we usually do. but i like our group =] carlos is hella funny. haha.

break: i forgot there was break today! i was so happy when allyson reminded me! haha. i kinda didn’t want to go to chem right away that’s why. i just hanged out by the junior lockers then went to rhea =]

fourth period: we had a quiz for chem…yay -_- well actually, it was easy. i don’t like our long lectures though. Ms. Datu can be hecka funny though. haha. she’s a fun teacher to talk to.

fifth period: we played the camera game! =D yayy. it was fun during the class. the pictures turned out so funny. haha. i only lost like a couple of times and rhea kept on getting out. haha.

sixth period: for like fifteen minutes it was intense. haha. mannnn, i don’t really wanna say what happened though because ” it didn’t happen ” but it was crazy…haha. hella dramatic… =/ but it’s all good now. =] it didn’t even feel like anything happened though, because it was all so quick. but i’m glad it was quick because i’d just be bummed out the whole day then. well after all that happened, i just went and did chem hw B] haha.

after school: i went to datu’s to find my sister and shaulvia to do a little story telling. so after, i went to the junior lockers. Eddie and freakin’ Chris attempt to throw me in the trash-can..twice -_______- jerks. haha. last year, during PE, Chris told me that he had an older brother, that’s a junior, named Eddie. I hella believed him. After that day, i met Eddie after school w/ Chris. As i was talking to Chris, Eddie was all like ” hey chris! is this little girl messing with you? do you want me to throw her in the trash can? ” -__- not cool. haha. well ever since then i believed Chris. But not until recently,when i saw Eddie signing in for Key Club that he did not have the same last name as Chris and that’s when i figured it out that Chris was lying. -.- idk why they were trying to throw me in the trash can, but i remember seeing them do it to sarah ludy..they’re freakin’ bullies! haha. and then when i tried to run away they hellllaaa tickled me, it didn’t even feel like they were trying to tickle me cause it hurt D: if i could, i would throw chris in the trash can >:) bwahaha. so after they left, we went to committed. then after we waited for Charles to come to Bethel because he had a game. then i went to datus. Oscar, Felix, Cameron, Mark, Tomisha, Joanna L and others were there. Felix lied to me telling me that when he was 5, he was in gymnastics..i believed him for a quick second. haha. im sooo gullible. because i fell for it, i told felix how last year cameron pulled a ” gullible ” trick on me. Cameron told me last year if you say gullible really slowly, it sounds like ice cream. so i was saying “gullliiiiiblleeeeee” slowly, trying to hear it. haha. 

-ending my post right here, i should probably do the apush study guide now..

Apr 27, 2011
#junior year
Day two: Nine things that makes a perfect day

  1. no homework
  2. actually better yet, no school. haha.
  3. good weather
  4. being with friends from the am to the pm
  5. yummy food
  6. not spending $$$$.
  7. being occupied
  8. plenty of laughter
  9. staying up & sleeping in
Apr 27, 2011
Apr 26, 20115,112 notes
Day one: Ten of your favorite songs right now

  1. it’s not just you - nasri
  2. peaches - new heights
  3. anywhere but here - mayday parade
  4. fantasy - my american heart
  5. perfect - pink
  6. without you - aj rafael
  7. tired and uninspired - my american heart
  8. just a feeling - maroon 5
  9. price tag - jessie j
  10. what if - school boy humor
Apr 26, 2011
10 day challenge

fuckyeahtumblrchallenges:

Day one: Ten of your favorite songs right now
Day two: Nine things that makes a perfect day
Day three: Eight of your favorite memories
Day four: Seven things or people that broke your heart
Day five: Six of your dreams
Day six: Five things that you regret
Day seven: Four people you’ll always love no matter what
Day eight: Three people you miss a lot
Day nine: Two issues you feel passionately about
Day ten: One confession

 if i remember, i’ll do this.

Apr 26, 2011547 notes
day one of CSTs

Went to first period for testing. english was overall pretty easy. i think the second part was easier though. we had a seating arrangement and it felt weird sitting alllllll the way in the back of the class when i usually sit in the middle/front. I sat by Chris and Carlos. After was lunch, i just hanged out by the juniors lockers. Alex came up to me and Shaulvia and asked ” hey have you seen MY friends? ” hahah. he’s funny. :P Viv was teaching us chinese. xD then we went to first, it felt weird going to first period in the afternoon. the lessons were so short today! haha. next was english and we were reading the crucible. i like it when we have reading sessions like that. it makes the book much more interesting. then there was history. ending the day with history also felt weird. haha. it made my want to end the day with filipino like i usually do. today was just a chill day. testing days tend to be like that. i love how we don’t get much hw =D next testing day is math, we’ll see how it goes..

Apr 26, 2011
#junior year
the good thing about CSTs

getting out of school early and having almost no homework :D

Apr 26, 2011
viv & i :D

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Apr 26, 2011
seniors & freshmen

seniors are lucky that they don’t have to go to school til 11 for four days. and freshmen are lucky that they don’t have to go to school til 10 on the day we take history CSTs. -_- I wanna sleep in tooooo!

Apr 26, 2011
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