life through my eyes

dang i really hate mixing both.

they should really stay separate and i’m talking about social network sites.

i have to really watch what i post -____- cuz family hella looks through my shizz like crazy.

So on my facebook, if anyone has noticed, I had albums that were labeled 12, 11,10, etc. they correspond with what grade i was in and after the school year is over, i put the albums on private. then i start the next school year. this school year’s will be 1. hahah. for first year in college.

ifyouevernoticed.

oh geez, i can’t even remember what happened that day. what day was it again? 

well i remember we had a potluck for lit so i felt full :p haha. i wasn’t that sad actually. even though it was the last “real” day of high school i wasn’t sad because i knew that i was going to see everyone again the next week. hahah. so let’s say graduation was the last day of high school. it was bittersweet, the feeling that most of us felt. but i think i was more happy than sad. i didn’t cry on graduation and i wasn’t that sad. more happy i guess cuz we graduated. haha. You know I haven’t seen a lot of my friends since we graduated. since graduation, not counting my friends from vallejo high, i’ve only seen allena and shaulvia. i hung out with my friends from vhs a lot more since graduation. haha. well i plan to hang out with everyone in end of July-mid august, especially those that will be hella far *ahem* ARVIN >:( haha jk. 

hmm..i still haven’t read my yearbook.

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okay yay finally finished this high school challenge thing.

i hope to keep in touch with everyone that i was close with within the past 4 years of  hs

I think that with every mistake I made, it has shaped me to be the person I am today. Mistakes, decisions, actions.. they all make me up as a person and without them, I wouldn’t be completely me. So I’m glad that I made all the mistakes I did so I could learn from them and be a better person.

it’s still hot. of course. but this time it’s raining. i skyped with allyp this morning :D finally! it never seems to work out cuz we always miss each other’s calls. haha. i miss her :/ you know i kind of can’t wait to go back to the US. i like my family here and everything but i just want to go back, yennoe? my cousin’s kids are too cute. so yesterday they had this weird celebration that they have every year where people throw water at people they know or not and whether they like  it or not. hella weird. everyone does it. and it’s any kind of water,talk about gross -__- i brought a water gun from home here and the next thing you know you’re the most popular kid on the block because the other people are using buckets. haha. the little kids really just love me though. so i’m not really close with my family in the Philippines..because well first off we’re miles apart and it would just be too hard to keep in contact. i feel like im starting to get close to them. it wasn’t like this 4 years ago when we visited. a bunch  of them wouldn’t talk to us and now they are starting to. I’ve only visited the Philippines three times. when i was 3,13, and now 17.  i’m thinking that the reason not many of them didnt talk to us back in ‘08 was because it was kinda like it was our first visit there and they didn’t know what  to expect. i don’t think i should count the time when i was 3 because i was tooo young to remember anything. i hate being attached. i’m staying the same amount of time in the philippines this year like i did 4 years ago but my siblings + my mom are staying longer. so on my solo flight home i knew i was going to be bored so i brought 3 books with me to read on the flight but im freakin’ finishing them. i should’ve brought more books. i wanted to listen to pandora, but it’s restricted to places outside of the US -_______- i’m teaching my cousins games from the US but some of them are kind of hard to play. the main game we play is uno though. im getting tired of it now.haha. we brought cranium but it’s too hard to play with them because they don’t understand much. okay im done with this post. peasssss.

Me: “Don’t eat with you mouth full!!!”

Jess: “don’t you mean don’t TALK with your mouth full?”

me: “oh….yeah..” oh jeez

Heat. Jet Lag. I’m always sleeping. I wake up around 3,4am and I thought that was pretty early. Turns out that it’s normal for everyone here at my mom’s place -_- I go to sleep super early like 7,8pm. Only if I was like this during school. Haha. Few days ago I slept around 8pm and I woke up 11am. I was asleep for 15 hrs. and the only reason I woke up was because someone woke me up. I was crazy tired that day. Anyways we went swimming. It started to be super windy but you know what? The wind was flowing but I didnt feel cold at all. I still felt warm. We’re at the mall right now and that’s the only reason why I have wifi. Having no wifi sucks. We haven’t really gone anywhere yet except explore the streets. My siblings and everyone else are getting bugs bites except me. Idk why. Lizards. Bugs. Gross. Haha. Driving here is crazy. No stop signs or stop lights. We’re leaving for Manila tomorrow. Planning to go to boracay or Palawan. We’re not sure which one yet. Everyone here says I talk fast and slang. Haha. They laugh at my Tagalog with an English accent. Okay. I’m ready to spend spend. Time for a shopping spree. Peas.✌

It sucks how I get easily discouraged :/ mjdsovnldyegekaidjsaoyfkahw. Ugh.

Me (sitting down looking at my phone): daaang!
Jess: what?
Me: scroll down .. I mean get down. Hahah.