life through my eyes

Is high school really ending?
I just went through some saved conversations I had with some people throughout high school. I couldn’t stop laughing about the stuff we said and about the time then. I’m really going to miss some people. I kept on avoiding the thought of high school ending because it’s a bittersweet feeling..but high school officially ends next week. I can’t really avoid the thought now. Time flies and things definitely change. How many times has that been said before? I wonder how different things will be four years from now when I graduate from ucsc? I guess it’s time to close this chapter of my life and open up a new one. The only thing is that it’s different. I won’t be coming back the next year seeing my friends again from last year. We’ll be separated- 2, 3, 16 hours away. I won’t be in Vallejo anymore. I won’t see familiar faces. I won’t be at School wondering who i have classes with or who my teachers are. I wont be doing a summer project for that AP class i’ll be preparing for. Everything will be different and new. I can’t believe that in September I’ll be packing up and going away for college. I remember thinking that preparing for college is so far away in my life that I can only imagine it happening on tv. But it will be happening to me in the fall. welp, like what everyone says, we’re off to better and bigger things.